Need Some Lifting Up Ladies

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Registered: 08-21-2002
Need Some Lifting Up Ladies
Thu, 08-23-2012 - 12:33pm

I am having a very emotional few days and I really am not sure why. There is really no reason for it. A lot of it is fear of the unknown. Y'all know that I have been diagnosed with epilepsy and they have done every scan of my brain they can except an MRI cause I have metal in my face. Well now I am have some huge issues with my right eye. I am having major issues seeing out of it. I see blobs when people are in front of me and if I cover my left I cannot read anything out of my right eye. Year ago I had a tumor in my right eye. They didn't know what kind it was they said if they tried to find out I could loose the eye and they didn't want to risk that.  I just got a referral from my doc to see an eye doc, but he can't get me until the first week of October and my insurance changes the end of September.which is not a good thing. They put me on a cancelation list so please pray with me that there is a cancelationi before the end of September.  I keep fearing I have some kind of tumor that is causing my seizures and my eye problems and my migraines and the foregetfulness that has started.  When I talk to my mom about it she say that it is not a tumor cause they have done cat scans and it would have shown up by now. The last cat scan I hat was in March. That was 5 months ago and this eye thing just started about a month ago.  My eye hurts all the time and it feels like it is swelling inside the eye socket.

Sorry I am going on and on and on. I will leave you with that. Will you please pray for me.

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Registered: 05-11-1999
Fri, 08-24-2012 - 8:41am
Absolutely praying! Keep us posted on how you are doing! Hugs!

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Registered: 04-18-2001
Thu, 08-23-2012 - 11:52pm
Yikes, that would be scary! Praying for peace of mind while you wait for the appt, and a cancellation to move it up!

Lots of love and hugs, sister!

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Registered: 10-24-2002
Thu, 08-23-2012 - 11:31pm

Jen, that sounds very scary! I will pray for you!

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Registered: 10-07-2008
Thu, 08-23-2012 - 3:58pm

Bless you with strength and courage and not to lose hope. sending you some prayers for you.

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Registered: 08-08-2003
Thu, 08-23-2012 - 1:07pm

So sorry to hear this trouble you're having Jen!   I will keep you in my prayers.

Keep positive!  (((hugs)))