my dad

This has by far been my most difficult time. I just had to come on here this morning because i know you all are here from me. Today is the funeral. So far mom has held up better than me and i feel horrible because of that. I should be stronger for her. But i am just lost. I cant believe i wont see my dad after today. I know he is always with me but i just want to wrap my arms around him. Anyway....i will stop rambling. Thanks for being here and listening.