Autopsy report

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Registered: 11-04-1999
Autopsy report
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Sat, 01-08-2011 - 4:52pm

HI,

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Registered: 08-07-2007
Mon, 01-10-2011 - 9:06am
(((Josie))) I know it was hard to read that document. Hopefully now the insurance companies (life & car) will be happy and be ready to move forward so that you can have a little bit of closure to this.

Stay warm.

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Registered: 03-20-2009
Mon, 01-10-2011 - 4:29pm

Oh sweetie, reading that document hurts so much.



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Registered: 11-04-1999
Tue, 01-11-2011 - 4:35am
Thanks Promise. One feature of the details, I was appreciative how the Dr wrote it and won't elaborate on that. Just my whole faith in God has been rocked, and the childhood in me that grew up believing God was mean and stern is reappearing and in my worst moments, I doubt God even loves me. But then I rally around and know that isn't true. I just can't imagine living the rest of my life as a widow. Hubby was everything good, he was the first happiness I ever had given my crappie childhood, and without the one good thing in my life, why bother with the daily mundane crap. Sorry but I am really really low. But I won't kill myself as I promised my husband I wouldn't. But how sad is that, to live because you promised you would? Sorry, I am a downer and will stop tying now.
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Registered: 03-20-2009
Tue, 01-11-2011 - 1:28pm

Josie, I really understand, believe me.