can't get over my best friend's death
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|Sat, 02-04-2012 - 5:32pm|
Hello-I am usually on another board for another problem entirely but I am realizing more and more that the problems I was having are directly related to the fact that I cannot move past my best friend's death. She was also my "cousin" (we italians call cousin to the children of the people we call aunt and uncle, who aren't that at all but really our parents best friends-we thought we were "real" cousins until we were 12.)
anyway-she died in August. It was very unexpected. She was my same age, lived two doors down all my life, she wasn't supposed to die in her thirties and I cannot get over it. all of my childhood memories involve her. I never knew of a time when she wasn't here. I can't get out of bed in the morning. When I do-it's to put my kids on thebuses and then crawl right back in bed.