Sitting here crying, missing my man so very very much.
you stop being so hard on yourself sweetie . You are not a bad wife just because you didn't stop at DH's grave. ~HUGS~
It's bound to be hard sweetie but you made a good choice in not doing stuff you are not able to cope with. You'll come through, we always do, but there are bound to be more tears than smiles for a time to come.
If eating sugary and fatty stuff helps you right now then that's OK. you can take that in hand at a later date. Don't beat on yourself \ok?
Thanks Promise, my therapist always reminds me not to beat myself up so much.
I did make it to church, the 2 friends I had hoped to go with, didn't go, but I made myself walk in alone, then found a husband of a friend as she had to sit with the choir, sat with him, then later another friend came into the same pew.
I am real glad you were able to go to church and also have someone to sit with.
Yes, I am lucky to have DP, he is a wonderful person but he can never stop the pain I still have from losing Luke. Even when we have moved forward, that pain still will stay with us.
I read in a book somewhere that those who live on in our hearts and memories never truly are lost to us, they will forever live within us.