Yesterday was the 1 month mark of mom's being gone.
Packing stuff up , sorting it out, giving things away always made me feel like I was trying to erase Luke out of my life.
I lost someone to suicide and just wanted to say I understand.
The packing has been very difficult. I was finally able to finish his personal things. Next week I am taking my son up on the mountain where we scattered my husbands ashes. I think we will take a picnic so it won't be as sad. Move is in 12 days.
Yes, the packing up is a hard thing to do.