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|Fri, 10-22-2010 - 12:11am|
I posted on here recently that my husband had a stroke. Well he was on the mend, and recovering and out of the blue his heart stopped, and they couldnt get it going again. He passed away 5 days ago. I am so shocked, he was only 33. We have a 2yr old together. I am trying to deal with it, and its really hard. I am still in shock, and even though I know he is never coming back, I keep thinking that I will wake up from this dream/nightmare.
I constantly think about what he thinks about what I am doing. Is it the right thing, am I mourning him correctly? Is he happy with the decisions I made for him? Is he angry with me? Does he still love me?
The questions eat me up inside. I am looking for support groups in my area but havent found any. My 2yr old( almost 3)