Josie, you have been through a lot but you have made some big steps forward which is real good.
sleep is precious and a good nights sleep helps us deal with things much better.
I am real pleased to hear you get out with other widows, they get it ,don't they
Yes, other widows get it, BUT 2 of these ladies separately in the receiving line during calling hrs were insistent I not retire so I could collect hubby's social security.
I think sometimes our minds do focus on other things as a sort of protection against what we are not able to cope with at the time.
It's real good you are getting out a little more.
Josie you are an amazing woman.
"I did put out some holiday decorations and glad I did that one.