So been thinking about this lately.. and its crazy.
It is hard to see how far you have come when you are on the bereavement path but you have come a long way.
I can see why you'd prefer not to ask for family help.
Thanks Katie and Promise.
I am real sorry you have stepfamily woes as well. I guess that might be part of what happens when our loved ones pass away.
I know James was with Z that night , he is his wonderful guardian angel.
HI Katie, and I am sorry on your stepsons.