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Registered: 05-13-2003
ahhhhjhhh
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Wed, 01-12-2011 - 9:17pm
After 4 Yes of therapy its still driving me insane that I can't seem 2 accept anything that has happened or any memories but a few blurred images that completely disgust me. I feel like I am going over the edge 2 the point I wanted to hurt myself so confusing...... I even went blank & for a moment forgot how to pump gas. OMG help me understand.
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Registered: 08-07-2007
In reply to: bexter2000
Thu, 01-13-2011 - 9:21am

I'm sorry, it sounds like you're going through a really rough time right now.

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Registered: 10-10-2006
In reply to: bexter2000
Mon, 01-17-2011 - 9:18pm

Hi my name is Brenda I am the cl here. Welcome to the board, even though I feel awkward saying welcome because I wish this board didn't have to exist. I am glad you found us.

It is often difficult to get past the feelings associated with SA. The thought of SI is often a reaction to a trigger of some kind.