March check-in

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Community Leader
Registered: 10-10-2007
March check-in
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Sun, 03-03-2013 - 9:23pm

If you are reading this, can you please post and let us know how you are doing?

I would really appreciate knowing if everyone is alright?  Or do you need to talk?  I am here.

 

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-02-2008
Mon, 03-04-2013 - 9:38am

Hi Heidi;

well lately I feel like I am hanging from a thread with still hating living with my family and still looking for my own place or a share or something... Nothing has panned out yet and its getting so frustrating... People wont rent to me because I dont have a steady job and at 58 still trying to find a job also and no one wants to hire an aging person.. I have logged onto senior sites and no one is hiring.there either. I think the economy is getting worse so its not anyone;s fault ... going to start applying for jobs that no one wants like the ones on weekends and nights i guess..There seems to always be a positive when a negative so helps me cope alot..

good news is that I still hang out with some friends and can still get out and do things now when weather gets warmer so looking forward to that. Its been a pretty brutal winter and not feeling  much like doing much outdoors...

I also and dont know why longing to go back to the country part of where I live because I so miss hiking and outdoor stuff and the good shopping and quietness of it all. Lately feeling alot of noise around where I live and its starting to get to me.. Never thought of myself as a country person but it seems to be calling me more and more..so looking into that again also.... My psychic spiritual guru friend says when something calls you back then its time to get back there and whatever that means (lol)

so I guess in closing all is okay for now with bouts of depression and then it eases off and then it comes back but story of life I guess.

How are you???

 

Avatar for sunset5000
Community Leader
Registered: 10-10-2007
Mon, 03-04-2013 - 1:28pm

Hi freeatlast,

Thanks for checking in, I wondered how you were doing.  Sounds like we both remain in the same boat as we did last time we chatted.  I do have a added issue in my life that I don't wish to post publicly online, but trying to deal with it.  sigh

My depression has been worse the past month or so.  My dr. is putting me back on Abilify, I will start it tonight.

Feel free to email or call anytime!!  Good to hear from you ♥