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|Sun, 02-10-2013 - 9:24pm|
I am really in need of support, i have tried other websites but they havent helped me so i thought i would try this board again, havent been on in a long time. What's been going on is I have been abused by my cousin , i have been abused sexually, emotionally, and physically, even financially For the last half year i have not been myself been having severe anxiety. I'm afraid I'm going to end up a bad person just like my cousin, I have been afraid of ending up hurting others and this worries me The latest thing is I'm afraid when i go to sleep because i cant recall what i did or where i went or if i woke up. This is really worrying me because a year or two ago I wasnt like this. I was able to enjoy life and now it's like I cant I isolate myself. I live with my parents right now until I can get on my feet again, my mom says she would hear me if I went outside but I have my doubts. I have been feeling like I'm hopeless and that I have already messed up my life. I keep telling the doctors something is not right, they say i have a choice but my thinking has not been the same. the doctors wont do anything. i have lost interest in everything. what can i do, i'm so scared.