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Community Leader
Registered: 10-10-2007
Sun, 12-30-2012 - 1:03am

I have not seen many posts on this board in some time and I am wondering if you all are okay???

Please, if you read this board, can you check in, I want to know if everyone is okay.  Please know, I am here, if you need somone to listen or need support. 

I am hoping you all are fine and that is the reason you all may not be posting, maybe just reading.

Sending loving thoughts to all the iVillage boardies who read this!!


iVillage Member
Registered: 01-02-2008
In reply to: sunset5000
Sun, 12-30-2012 - 10:01am

Hi Heidi;

I am okay but not really.... I think the Winter doll drums is getting to me and the mild depression has set in..... Its a feel sorry for myself time and I cant find a whole lot of things to be greatful for although I try everyday to thank God and the Universe and muster up all of my strength to be thankful.... At times I just feel jealous of other people who are in relationships and I am not.. and of their nice homes that they live in .. I am still here with family and miserable about it but keep looking for an apt. but nothing is coming up.. Its just that I tell God that I need a break of sorts and nothing changes.. so it puts me into that depressed mode and feeling ungreatful but I know I shouldnt because I have alot to be greatful for..

I am still doing my meditation and eft (emotional freedom technique) and that helps alot...

I sure just wish I had the motivation to make my life better but I have that dreadful feeling of depression now.. and well you know its a catch 22.. I do know that I can move forward and feel better but its taking the hard steps to get there and the worry about money all the time.. and feeling alone and no one caring.. That is the hard part about life.. Just feeling someone would care once in awhile..in real life.

Okay.. so that is about it.. ..........................................

For what its worth Happy New Year

Community Leader
Registered: 10-22-2001
In reply to: sunset5000
Wed, 01-02-2013 - 5:54pm


I am here Heidi!


Community Leader
Registered: 10-22-2001
In reply to: nightangel67
Wed, 01-02-2013 - 6:08pm


Hi Free, I am struggling to financially...:(...

My ds and I moved to a new city and we LOVE our new place but it has been a big change for us...

I miss my dd.

The rent is more but at least I am in another city away from an "Abusive" ex...Yeah!!!

We didn't live together and I had broken up with him but he was definitely not getting the meaning of NO Contact at ALL!

It was a difficult decision to make but we feel safer here.

Peaceful, no drama...

I have made some new friends but have LOST friends to...:(...

It is very cold here and we have had lots of snow so I haven't been able to get out as much either.

I have some health issues so dealing with that to.

It is really weird going ALL day and no phone calls...I notice it more now because I have been home.

I hope you get a place of your own soon...

It's hard sharing I think with anyone.

My dd finally has a place of her own, she loves it.

I know she gets lonely to sometimes but last year she was in the hospital and lost her place to...Long Story.

It was a very difficult year...

I am hoping 2013 brings all of us a measure of Peace...

My ds has severe anxiety so it is good to see him happier here.

Less worries.

Pretty quiet holiday.

Both my dd and ds reached out to their dad my ex-husband but no response, no surprize but I know they are hurting.