calm before the storm Monday
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|Mon, 03-31-2014 - 8:21am|
I spent most of the weekend putting more than a ream of documentation together for the new lawyer that I may be hiring tomorrow. <sigh> I am in the midst of extreme anxiety as I am scared of the legal system, where a judge who knows nothing about me and the history of my first marriage makes decisions that have a SIGNIFICANT impact on my life. I saw a fb post recently that said something to the point of, "The best resolution of conflict is to walk directly THROUGH it," but that is what causes me great anxiety. :( C'est la vie. So, I cut more checks tomorrow...my ex is asking for more child support (he is desperate because it all ends in July) and I have to pay the retainer for the new lawyer...it's only money, yes?! I have court tomorrow since my current lawyer is resigning from my case for some unknown reason that she won't communicate to me. I am hopeful that the judge will give me an extension on my 4/10 court date, as I have no lawyer to represent me at this time. :(
I did two advanced yoga classes this weekend, and my quads are letting me know I am alive. I hope to go dancing at least once this week, if not twice...we shall see how I feel. Today is my rest day.
My new journal consists of three new things each day that I am grateful for...1. the beautiful view from my sunroom each morning, 2. my dogs that calm me, 3. nature outside my window that bring me a peaceful feeling. :D Make it a great day, everyone!