my gluts hurt on Wednesday

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Registered: 09-25-2003
my gluts hurt on Wednesday
Wed, 10-17-2012 - 8:04am

How humbling - I was so pleased with myself yesterday, when I held half moon poses for so long,and even tried half moon, aided with the wall, with only one foot on the floor. This morning, my butt is sore.  :(  The more I do yoga, the more I realize how far I have to go to improve!  But it is forward progress, so that's a good thing!

I meet with the counselor about my son this afternoon.  I cried during the meditation in yoga yesterday, making me realize how much this is tearing me up inside.  I want to be the little girl with her had raised in gym class, saying, "do over" aka can I redo that whole "raising my child event" over?!  lol.  I also scheduled a social worker therapist appointment for Monday since I realized I am overcome with emotions over this.  Although I know I just need to "let it go" and do the best job I can, I was a little whacked on the phone with a coworker yesterday which made me realize I need some emotional help.

Work today, dog walk with a pack tonight.  I'm not sure about linedancing, but I may (or may not) fit that in.  Oh, I heard my "fired" lawyer was really angry yesterday, in court, when faced with turning over my case.  Since he did not communicate much with me about my case, I did the same to him (a little childish tit for tat on my part), although my new lawyer supposedly filed the paperwork with his office last week.  C'est la vie - I am expecting some childish temper tantrum from him, but, hey, after 6 years of asking him to complete my QDRO to which he has ignored that request, I felt like being childish back to him (little girl voice inserted here, saying, "see?!  how does it feel?!")  <sigh> Not the most professional behavior on my part, but, frankly, I had more important things to attend to.

Community Leader
Registered: 04-07-2008
Wed, 10-17-2012 - 4:29pm

Wow nice! I always know when my gluts are sore that I have done a worthy workout. I've been so busy with work/school I haven't had a chance to get to the gym this week. 

So sorry to hear about your lawyer issues.

I'm going to try to take a walk here in a little while before I head back to the computer. It's absolutely gorgeous out today.

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Registered: 03-15-2004
Wed, 10-17-2012 - 10:46pm
Glad you are seeing someone. :)
Community Leader
Registered: 04-05-2002
Thu, 10-18-2012 - 8:17am

Glad you met with the counselor.  It sounds like a good thing for you and your son.  But, stop beating yourself up--given what you know even now, there's little if anything you could have done differently to change things.