my gluts hurt on Wednesday
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|Wed, 10-17-2012 - 8:04am|
How humbling - I was so pleased with myself yesterday, when I held half moon poses for so long,and even tried half moon, aided with the wall, with only one foot on the floor. This morning, my butt is sore. :( The more I do yoga, the more I realize how far I have to go to improve! But it is forward progress, so that's a good thing!
I meet with the counselor about my son this afternoon. I cried during the meditation in yoga yesterday, making me realize how much this is tearing me up inside. I want to be the little girl with her had raised in gym class, saying, "do over" aka can I redo that whole "raising my child event" over?! lol. I also scheduled a social worker therapist appointment for Monday since I realized I am overcome with emotions over this. Although I know I just need to "let it go" and do the best job I can, I was a little whacked on the phone with a coworker yesterday which made me realize I need some emotional help.
Work today, dog walk with a pack tonight. I'm not sure about linedancing, but I may (or may not) fit that in. Oh, I heard my "fired" lawyer was really angry yesterday, in court, when faced with turning over my case. Since he did not communicate much with me about my case, I did the same to him (a little childish tit for tat on my part), although my new lawyer supposedly filed the paperwork with his office last week. C'est la vie - I am expecting some childish temper tantrum from him, but, hey, after 6 years of asking him to complete my QDRO to which he has ignored that request, I felt like being childish back to him (little girl voice inserted here, saying, "see?! how does it feel?!") <sigh> Not the most professional behavior on my part, but, frankly, I had more important things to attend to.