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|Tue, 10-23-2012 - 6:58am|
Time for early morning yoga today. YEA! It's a great way to start the day. My anxiety levels have been heightened with all of this court business, and the new therapist "hit the nail on the head." The first male clinician for me to see, he was a breath of fresh air...his analysis is that I made the best decision I could, and due to some legal issues, the courts are forcing me to revisit that decision and second guess myself. He said I need to stop looking backwards, and simply go forwards - if I see some behavior change on my son's part, try to reconcile, but if I do not, "let it go." He said he has seen many parents in similar situations, and that, yes, my son needs help, but getting him to a therapist won't make him better unless he wants to be better.
That setiment will be my aka sana (?) thought for mediation/prayer today. :D I feel better already. :D :D
Work today, pup training tonight. It looks like dd is coming home this weekend - she says that "everyone is partying" for the Halloween weekend, and she doesn't want to be around a bunch of drunk/high kids. :( I wish she would find some straight friends that she has something in common with instead of coming home, but, hey, I am sure she will find her way at some point and not want to be around me as much, so I will enjoy her company while I can/am able. :)