Are you happy?

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Are you happy?
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Thu, 08-15-2013 - 8:09am

Are you happy? Why?

Karla
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Registered: 10-19-2002
Fri, 08-16-2013 - 8:22am

An exiled woman can't be completely happy but now i've found here a relative serenity with my children, with a dimension and a dignity. I'm worried for my pregnancy because the childbirth will happen at home, surrounded by skilled women but without a real medical care, but in any case i'm very happy for that.

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Thu, 08-22-2013 - 2:49pm

Aisha, were your other children delivered at home? Are most children where you live delivered at home?

Karla
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Sun, 08-25-2013 - 2:35am

All my children were delivered at home, it was always allright for now. In this village many children are delivered at home with some exceptions.

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Sun, 08-25-2013 - 11:12am

Some days I am happy and some days not... although I try and be as greatful as I can I dont always feel greatful... I truly didnt think at my ageo of 59 and female I would have the life I have now of taking care of an elderly mom at times and having no husband or boyfriend or SO and living in an old awful house and room with family... It does sound like I am whining and so this year I went on a big soul searching journey and found so many modalities to help me in this process and journey of life.. I found Laws of Attraction, Esther Hicks and other things and been studying laws of metaphysics... Sometimes it works and sometimes I feel it doesnt.. Its all a practice and staying positive is very challenging for me....

I got very happy about an apt. I applied for and got turned down so my happiness went to sadness...

Anyway;; There are good parts of my life with friends and family and being free and doing what I want and I do have some money to spend.. my health is fairly okay for an aging woman and I can still bike and do alot of things some people are unable to do...

Only thing Is I want more and according to the Laws of Attraction we are supposed to get and have all we desire and be able to manifest it.. It just is maybe a slow process for me so I am getting rid of all of  my resistance to wanting what makes me happy.. Seeing if that is the key..