I need a Miracle and its not coming

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-02-2008
I need a Miracle and its not coming
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Thu, 11-29-2012 - 6:12pm

Lately My faith is waning because I feel like God hates me.... My family has been so mean to me and I live with them.. I take care of my elderly mom and my sister takes her money and I get nothing for it but I still have to pay my sister rent.. When Hurricane Sandy hit I took my mom with me as we were evacuated and I spent money in hotel and for my mom for a month.. I did not have that kind of money to spend. I prayed and prayed and we were lucky we survived it all and God was good.

I have been looking for work and an apt. so I can get out of my sisters house. She is really a mean person to live with and she needs my room now for a nurse as my mom had a mild heart attack and is in hospital.. I cant find a place to live nor work and I have been looking for a very long time..Its frustrating and age is a factor I am sure.

I pray all the time and thinking why doesnt God help me,. I am proactive and sending things out and posting ads and nothing is coming.. I am alone and divorced and feeling so lonely and sad. I cry alot and I am 58 years old and feeling like I want to just die because its the only way out..  Plus I have limited funds for things and its frustrating and I dont feel that well either. All I do is pray and pray and I feel like God does not hear me..

 

 

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-22-2012
Thu, 11-29-2012 - 7:03pm

Praying is definitely good but you have to be proactive and stop dwelling on the problem, once you do that you will see everything work out in no time, and will be just fine. Trust me it's that easy.

Good luck and God Bless. :) 

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-02-2008
Thu, 11-29-2012 - 9:09pm

I know what you mean and yet I have been proactive that is why I am so frustrated.. I will keep going but I am tired and I dont seem to get a break. I just need one break for now.

thank you