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|Wed, 09-04-2013 - 5:47pm|
A little back story first to refresh the memories... I am 59 female and for the last few years been living with my sis and mom since my divorce and still here.. Me and my sis have been taking care of my mom who came back from rehab .. She is almost 90...She has help but its been stressful to say the least..
Anyway; Its been prety good and of course ups and downs and I am greatful that I was able to divorce an abusive Husband and atleast have some sort of life after that.. It did hurt but I picked up the pieces and moved on..
Well now after a few years I am finally looking at apts. and other living places but nothing has panned out yet.. Its time for me to go and I know that..
So is just eating and sleeping and taking care of mom and pets and going out when I feel like it purely survival mode?? Not really sure if its depression or what but wanting something to change up and I just dont know what that could be.. I dont have a job right now and gave up on the volunteer thing as being with mom is enough for now...
Moving would help but its not happening yet so thi nking maybe a few days alone somewhere?? A vacation? A staycation? visiting friend in another state? How does one get out of pure survival mode or should I just remain here in this mode and wait for something and be greatful for all I have..