1st, thank you all who have helped me in the past, now, new issues and worsening depression
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|Wed, 02-19-2014 - 1:30pm|
I don't know what is going with me. My psychiarist, my primary care physician, and my endorcrinolist can't figure it out either. I was doing okay, then about 2 years ago, my health, physically and mentally worsen and continues to do so. I've been professionally told it could be my depression worsen, causing an increase in physical aliments or physical aliments are happening and causing my depression to worsen. It's been doctors telling me, let's try this or that, wait for test results, or for it to take affect. Months go by and nothing is better. Again back to the doctors, this is going on 2 years now and I can't take it anymore. My latest blood test results show that "I did have lyme disease", don't know what that means or how it affects me now, the doctor didn't either. My vitiam D defiency has increased even though I have been on a prescription dosage for over 6 months now and my thyroid levels are normal. I feel emotionally "paralyzed". What gets me through the day is doing things that my children need. I just want to sleep, all the time. I don't want to socialize or even go outside. I can't deal with people or even the slightest frustrating, annoying situation. I've been trying so hard to figure out what could of triggered all this. I did have an idea and talked to my psychiarist about it(he has been treating for years and knows me well) and he thinks I may have found the trigger. I went through a traumatic event 2 years ago involving my daughter. I saw her go through and was right along with her, when she was going through something horrible that will effect her the rest of her life. I was heartbroken to witness the emotional pain she endured and felt helpless because there was little I could do to help her. Can I be suffering from post traumatic syndrome?