Can't forgive myself

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Registered: 09-24-2013
Can't forgive myself
Tue, 09-24-2013 - 11:06pm

Hi all,

am really upset at moment and don't know where to turn.  I went to Vegas with some friends this weekend and one night drank too much and aparantly acted very crazy.  I just can't get over it.  My best friend has hardly spoken to me since.  I've been so depressed lately.  Have always suffered with anxiety and depression but this year it has been worse than ever.  Now I don't feel like I can go on.  Deep down I knw I'm a good person but I just don't know what worth I have or why anyone would ever want me around.

really dark times

Community Leader
Registered: 10-22-2001
Thu, 09-26-2013 - 3:55am



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Registered: 10-10-2007
Fri, 09-27-2013 - 3:09pm

Welcome to the board!!  Thanks for sharing what happened.  I am not sure of your age and I sapose it doesn't matter how old you are.  I was going to say that I think there are many college age people that do the same type of thing.  If this is the only time something like this happened, then in my opinion, everyone is entitled to have a wild night in Vegas.  No one got hurt.  I am going to send you a private message on here as this is a public board and I don't want to offend people.

As far as the depression, have you been diagnosed?  Do you have a good doctor you can openly talk to about how your feeling?

Please ask any questions, if you have any about depression.

We are here and understand depression.  I hope you will find our board to be supportive and helpful.