Hello All

well I am trying so hard not to get down but its happening again.. I am not sure if its the gloomy and dark days and no sun but I really cant afford this depression as there is so much to do.. I keep looking for work and an apt. but nothing is happening and that gets me down and then when I am down I dont want  do anything. You guys know its a catch 22..and a merry go round.

There is a whole world out there and i feel I am missing out and not sure if its the depressed feeling or my situation and I dont know what to do first anymore.. I can barely make phone calls rigt now and feeling all around malaise..

thanks for letting me vent