How are we doing?

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Community Leader
Registered: 10-10-2007
How are we doing?
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Sun, 09-25-2011 - 12:21pm

Just doing a check in, how is everyone doing?

Community Leader
Registered: 10-22-2001
Sun, 09-25-2011 - 11:14pm

Hi Heidi,

Hanging in There!

My dd seemed a little better today when I talked to her.

Her hospitalization has been hard, very difficult.

My ds and I slept late today but have had

Nightangel
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Registered: 04-27-2006
Mon, 09-26-2011 - 12:28am

Realizing love sometimes is just not enough!

I do love my fiance and I believe he loves me, but I am not truly happy with him. I do not think I will be happy with anyone. We have been together for almost 10 years as of Nov. I just do not want this anymore, but I also am not sure I want to be alone either. I have some deep soul searching to do and think of a plan to end this, or find away to be happy in what is dealt to me.

I do not have any support or love from family and I have NO friends, so this makes it very hard to think about ending this relationship. I will be honest, I am scared. I already am so alone, physically alone, and I am so lonely inside. I hurt inside and I do not like my life.

Right now I am not doing well and I am majorly depressed!! Very confused and scared too.

     ~ Tina ~

Community Leader
Registered: 10-22-2001
Mon, 09-26-2011 - 9:29am

~hugs~

I just wanted to say you have friends here and you are not alone.

Please hang in there!

<3

Lorie

Nightangel
iVillage Member
Registered: 01-20-2005
Mon, 09-26-2011 - 10:34am

So glad to hear she's doing some better!

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-20-2005
Mon, 09-26-2011 - 10:37am

I completely understand how you feel!

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-27-2006
Mon, 09-26-2011 - 10:56am

Thanks !!!! I will check into that book. At this point, I am willing to read or do anything that will help me. I need to find happiness no matter what my situation or I will not make it. I am also hoping one day I will not beat myself up for my past mistakes and over my limitations, but sometimes I am so angry with myself for not being able to do what I want and need to do to take care of myself. I am not trying to sound like a victim. I know this position I am in is from my own choices. I just wish I knew better at the time. I wish I could have seen the future to know the outcome before hand. I guess we all wish that at some point in our lives.

Thanks again!!!

     ~ Tina ~

Community Leader
Registered: 10-22-2001
Tue, 09-27-2011 - 12:15am

Thanks so much!

I am going to see her tomorrow night so I am pretty happy about that.

Trying to...

<3

Lorie

Nightangel