Just doing a check in, how is everyone doing?
Hanging in There!
My dd seemed a little better today when I talked to her.
Her hospitalization has been hard, very difficult.
My ds and I slept late today but have had
Realizing love sometimes is just not enough!
I do love my fiance and I believe he loves me, but I am not truly happy with him. I do not think I will be happy with anyone. We have been together for almost 10 years as of Nov. I just do not want this anymore, but I also am not sure I want to be alone either. I have some deep soul searching to do and think of a plan to end this, or find away to be happy in what is dealt to me.
I do not have any support or love from family and I have NO friends, so this makes it very hard to think about ending this relationship. I will be honest, I am scared. I already am so alone, physically alone, and I am so lonely inside. I hurt inside and I do not like my life.
Right now I am not doing well and I am majorly depressed!! Very confused and scared too.
~ Tina ~
I just wanted to say you have friends here and you are not alone.
Please hang in there!
So glad to hear she's doing some better!
I completely understand how you feel!
Thanks !!!! I will check into that book. At this point, I am willing to read or do anything that will help me. I need to find happiness no matter what my situation or I will not make it. I am also hoping one day I will not beat myself up for my past mistakes and over my limitations, but sometimes I am so angry with myself for not being able to do what I want and need to do to take care of myself. I am not trying to sound like a victim. I know this position I am in is from my own choices. I just wish I knew better at the time. I wish I could have seen the future to know the outcome before hand. I guess we all wish that at some point in our lives.
Thanks so much!
I am going to see her tomorrow night so I am pretty happy about that.