I need to be saved...

(((acald89)))

Its tough to have depression and anxiety at the same time. I too had thoughts as well, but I never had the guts to do it thankfully. You said that you just want to pray to God. I do that all the time...even at the most difficult times, because I know He is there listening to me and He will never leave me alone. Its hard at times when you want answers right away, but sometimes we need to be patient. Any suicidal thoughts or urges, please call the hotline numbers as well. I have been in a lot of situations in my life to where I just cried, because I felt alone too. I have always learned that I wasn't, because God just picked me up and put me in His arms and craddled me until I was better. Just knowing that He is there, I always know. I have also realized that whatever happened in my past, He saw what happened, so, He knows, and so I always tell myself that He saw the truth, and