How are you doing?
Thanks Heidi for asking.
Today makes 10 months that my husband died in that accident.
I am worried about you.
I have been trough the same junk with my married friends, cancelled dates or avoiding me like
Thanks for caring Heidi.
I don't feel suicidal at this moment, but I can't promise I won't tomorrow or I won't the day after.
I will try to find the desire to stay alive.
But I sure do miss him.
I know it is hard sweetie.