Lonely & lost hope

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Registered: 09-08-2011
Lonely & lost hope
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Thu, 09-08-2011 - 7:13pm

I tried reaching out for help. Nobody wants to hear it, nobody wants to deal with someone else's issues - even therapists! NONE will take me! I feel like if people don't care then why should I? I'm in a really bad place. The other day I had such a bad panic attack that I passed out. When I woke up I called 911 and even they left me there and didn't take me. I told them that I needed to be in a hospital because I wanted to take my life and the guy just said, "You don't belong there."

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Registered: 10-10-2007
Thu, 09-08-2011 - 9:09pm

I am sorry you have not been taken seriously by people.

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-08-2011
Thu, 09-08-2011 - 9:46pm

See that's the thing. Nobody listens to me - I have dialed 911, had the ambulance come, begged them to take me and all they say is, "You don't belong there."

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Registered: 01-20-2005
Fri, 09-09-2011 - 2:51pm

You remind me of when I was a teen ager.

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-08-2011
Mon, 09-12-2011 - 6:04pm

You're absolutely right. I DO need attention, not the type that's doting or 'feeling sorry for' - but the type of attention that makes me feel like I'm worth being saved. I'm so sick and tired of everyone thinking I have it together. I'm a wreck. I hate my life. I hate everything about it. I just feel like giving up and the worst part is - no one takes me seriously. It's almost like a dare. "Oh she won't do anything." I'm sorry for what you went through. It feels really bad when the people you love in your life don't even

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Registered: 01-20-2005
Tue, 09-13-2011 - 12:50am

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