Welcome to the board!!!
I am real sorry you are having to go through this battle but glad you found us to talk with. I agree with what Heidi has already suggested. Not really sure what to say but wanted to give you some support and a ~hug~
Sorry you are dealing with such a heavy load. Fighting cancer is a everyday tough battle. It is ok to lean on others to vent about how you are feeling. You do not seem like you feel sorry for yourself, but seem to be afraid, anyone would be. All I can say is I hope you open up to your doctor to get help with your depression. I also hope you find away to get your feelings out, whether online or if you change your mind about a support group. I understand groups are not for everyone, but sometimes it does help to talk to others who truly know what you are dealing with because they are dealing with the same thing.
Hugs and hang in there.
~ Tina ~
Thank you for all your replies.
Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you and are here when you are needing to talk.