overload

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Registered: 11-01-2009
overload
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Fri, 06-17-2011 - 2:29am

I am coming on here because I dont know how much more I can take, I am on overload and also I'm feeling completley overwhelmed. One of the biggest things that is making me depressed right now is the fact that I dont know who I am anymore. Every since my last ex broke up with me I have not been myself, I have gained weight :( I have lost interest in things, and I dont even know what I'm attracted to anymore. For the last two years i have been freaking out thinking that I am gay to the point of tears, I dont know what's going on with me and I have always been attracted to guys, this is just upsetting me I dont want it but I'm wondering if my ocd is playing tricks on me. As far as everything else that is bothering me I'm freaking out about my

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Registered: 03-26-2003
In reply to: crys8227
Fri, 06-17-2011 - 2:32pm

Oh my Goodness, you really are having a rough time, aren't you?

Marianne, mom to Margaret (01/02), Elizabeth (03/04) and Annabelle (07/07)
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Registered: 10-10-2007
In reply to: crys8227
Sat, 06-18-2011 - 11:04am

Sorry to hear about your grandma, are you close to her?

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Registered: 10-10-2007
In reply to: crys8227
Thu, 06-23-2011 - 9:09am

Crys8227,

I sent you a message on here.

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Registered: 08-06-2009
In reply to: crys8227
Thu, 06-23-2011 - 10:18am

crys8227 - Boy, can I relate to the feeling of being overwhelmed.