iVillage Member
Registered: 08-31-2011
Wed, 08-31-2011 - 9:01pm

I'm new to this.


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Community Leader
Registered: 10-10-2007
Thu, 09-01-2011 - 10:33am

Welcome to the board.

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Registered: 01-03-2001
Thu, 09-01-2011 - 12:13pm

Hi and Welcome to the board. We are so sorry to hear that you are in so much anquish. Please get to a phone right now and call 911 and tell them how you feel. People do care and there is help available. We are here for you now to listen and support you and want to know that you are going to be okay, so please pick up your phone call someone.

Here are a few more references for you if you don't want to call 911:


iVillage Member
Registered: 03-20-2009
Thu, 09-01-2011 - 2:53pm


I am real sorry that you feel as bad as you do right now.

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-26-2009
Thu, 09-01-2011 - 7:36pm


iVillage Member
Registered: 01-20-2005
Thu, 09-01-2011 - 8:19pm

Hi and welcome to the board.

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iVillage Member
Registered: 03-30-2003
Thu, 09-22-2011 - 12:56am


I'm from Canada and I just wanted to let you know that suicide is definately not the answer. Your family, including your brother

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-04-1999
Thu, 09-22-2011 - 7:48am

Thanks for sharing this, I printed it off.


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Community Leader
Registered: 10-10-2007
Thu, 09-22-2011 - 10:50am


Which post/who wrote the post?

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-06-2009
Sat, 09-24-2011 - 9:44am

Hi - I don't really have anything to add to the wonderful

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-27-2011
Tue, 09-27-2011 - 12:51pm

Reading this post is not only sad to me, but it reminds me of what thousands of people are silently going through. You have made a great initial start by seeking out help and understanding from the online community. However, suicide is not the answer. There are other ways to gain back control. Please call a hotline, such as

to get some answers from a professional. You are not alone in this and people can help, weather you can believe that or not.