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|Mon, 02-25-2013 - 4:39pm|
Right now I'm in real bind because it seems like everything is falling on my shoulders. I'm worried about my ocd, I'm worried about a place to stay but rent is so expensive especially for one pereson. I'm not working right now because I'm on a disability due to my cousin abusing me. My credit stinks, I cant get anything on credit. I'm behind on my car which is not like me. I have lost interest in everything it seems like from working, to going out, to having friends, or even guys and most of all sex. I hate my weight but cant get motivated because everyone seems to be down on me right now, the only person supporting me is my mom and one of my guy friends josh. Due to my cousins' abuse I have lost interest in life, shopping,everything. I want to go back to school but i cant because i owe money before i can go back. My anxiety is kicking in too, scared to be alone or do anything by myself which is also not like me. I'm not thinking like myself either which is scary. Every since my cousin abused me my whole life has turned upside down. I'm seeking help but I am trying to get better before my parents go up norh because i'm afraid to be alone and i'm afraid i wont be better by the time they leave, this is also scaring me. I'm down on myself too because i'm not like most 30 year olds. can anyone help me? i'm so overwhelmed.