Right now I'm in real bind because it seems like everything is falling on my shoulders. I'm worried about my ocd, I'm worried about a place to stay but rent is so expensive especially for one pereson. I'm not working right now because I'm on a disability due to my cousin abusing me. My credit stinks, I cant get anything on credit. I'm behind on my car which is not like me. I have lost interest in everything it seems like from working, to going out, to having friends, or even guys and most of all sex. I hate my weight but cant get motivated because everyone seems to be down on me right now, the only person supporting me is my mom and one of my guy friends josh. Due to my cousins' abuse I have lost interest in life, shopping,everything. I want to go back to school but i cant because i owe money before i can go back. My anxiety is kicking in too, scared to be alone or do anything by myself which is also not like me. I'm not thinking like myself either which is scary. Every since my cousin abused me my whole life has turned upside down. I'm seeking help but I am trying to get better before my parents go up norh because i'm afraid to be alone and i'm afraid i wont be better by the time they leave, this is also scaring me. I'm down on myself too because i'm not like most 30 year olds. can anyone help me? i'm so overwhelmed.
Hi,
I can almost hear the anxiety in your post. I'm so sorry you having these problems.
First of all, are you in counseling? Many clinics offer an income based or sliding scale fee so if you aren't, please check into that. I think this would help tremendously, especially with the problems associated with abuse.
When it comes to your financial situation, possibly check out Dave Ramsey's web site. He has some great tips to help. He has a radio talk show that you can listen to the recordings on the web.
Is it possible to move North with your parents? I know this is probably not what you want to do but it sounds to me like you could their emotional support.
I hope you are able to get a good night's rest and feel better tomorrow.
Lia
Hi,
I can almost hear the anxiety in your post. I'm so sorry you having these problems.
First of all, are you in counseling? Many clinics offer an income based or sliding scale fee so if you aren't, please check into that. I think this would help tremendously, especially with the problems associated with abuse.
When it comes to your financial situation, possibly check out Dave Ramsey's web site. He has some great tips to help. He has a radio talk show that you can listen to the recordings on the web.
Is it possible to move North with your parents? I know this is probably not what you want to do but it sounds to me like you could their emotional support.
I hope you are able to get a good night's rest and feel better tomorrow.
Lia
Welcome to the board! I am glad you found us and shared what is going on.
I agree with what the other 2 people wrote.
I will wait and let you answer the questions they asked you. Please know, you are NOT ALONE!! There are several people on this board who understand and are here for you. I hope you feel welcome here and will find some encouragement with all of us.
Hugs sent your way