can't believe myself sometimes

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Registered: 12-31-1969
can't believe myself sometimes
Sun, 08-12-2012 - 11:39am

I'm just feeling really sad and overwhelmed today.  I felt really strange all day yesterday, so I took a pregnancy test.  I misread it at first and thought it was positive and got really excited.  (I know that sounds really silly, but it was one of the ones with the lines and I think I secretly wanted it to be positive.)  But it was actually negative.

I shouldn't be surprised because I'm not even trying to get pregnant right now.  I know I need to get it together and be healthier first.  But I still feel disappointed.

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Registered: 03-20-2009
Sun, 08-12-2012 - 1:25pm

Hey Butterfly,

I understand. Sometimes, when we want things so much, we do see and hear what we really want and then when we find out it isn't really happening then we can hit a real low. You will be pregnant one day but hopefully you are working on making it happen by taking care of your body, nuturing yourself with good  and nutricious foods and taking pre pregnancy suppliments to get your body in peak condition to conceive and have a good and health prgnancy for both you and baby.

I know you are disappointed right now but it will happen and then I will do the happy dance for you just like I did when Maryah told us she was expecting her little man.



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Registered: 09-06-2007
Mon, 08-13-2012 - 11:30am

Your day will come and we will be your biggest cheerleaders :smileyvery-happy:

I'm happy to share my bundle with ya both though. It makes me more excited :smileyhappy:

It's hard being pregnant. It's hard raising kids. I'm trying to be optimistic though.