can't believe myself sometimes
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|Sun, 08-12-2012 - 11:39am|
I'm just feeling really sad and overwhelmed today. I felt really strange all day yesterday, so I took a pregnancy test. I misread it at first and thought it was positive and got really excited. (I know that sounds really silly, but it was one of the ones with the lines and I think I secretly wanted it to be positive.) But it was actually negative.
I shouldn't be surprised because I'm not even trying to get pregnant right now. I know I need to get it together and be healthier first. But I still feel disappointed.