Eating OK, but it is a struggle

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Eating OK, but it is a struggle
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Sun, 02-05-2012 - 11:03am

I am eating more regularly now, don't like the weight gain and find it hard to accept but hey, that's always going to be a battle.



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Sun, 02-05-2012 - 11:39am

I know what ya mean. I'm maintaining finally but, naturally, I'm still stepping on the scale to make sure. :/ How do people not step on the scale? To me it seems logical. We have scales for a reason right? We're supposed to watch our weight! 0_o That could be my ED talking though. what do I know? :P

To be honest, I'm not gonna gain anymore weight. I'm not gonna let it get any higher.

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Mon, 02-06-2012 - 2:34pm

I had to get DP to hide the scales, it was the only way. I hate to watch those numbers going up. I am hoping when the weight steadies my brain will stead along with it.

Love

Promise



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Mon, 02-13-2012 - 9:37am

Why does it alway have to be so hard. You would think I had enough intelligence to sort myself out, wouldn't you.

Love

Promise



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Sat, 02-18-2012 - 12:59am

I wish it was so easy too. We got the knowledge...the tools. It takes practice. Eventually it has to get easier. I keep hoping anyway.

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Sat, 02-18-2012 - 10:40am

Hey Maryah,

how are you doing?



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Mon, 02-20-2012 - 10:17am

Heya,

I've been with my bf all week. I'm doing okay. I'm not counting calories anyway. However, the ED is telling me I'm getting fat and really need to get counting. :/

I'm uncomfortable and my head is a bit of a mess. I'm still holding on and working on not caving in.

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Mon, 02-20-2012 - 1:35pm

WTG girl. Keep fighting.