self sabotage

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Registered: 09-06-2007
self sabotage
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Fri, 12-09-2011 - 10:36pm

Today I met with a VESID counselor to discuss an IEP. Looks like I can go back to school. I could have pushed to start in January but we both agreed that would be too soon. So, we're aiming for August. That would give me enough time to relocate back home and get set up with proper mental health services before starting. That is if I'm able to move like I plan. It depends on how things go between now and June. At any rate, I gotta make this work.

On the other hand, the ED is pressing. The anxiety is getting worse with every bite. and with every setback it takes a new turn. Now the exercise is creeping in. It seems like a healthy thing to do...and it is...and I can convince myself that it's ok if I just stick to an hour.

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Registered: 05-20-2009
In reply to: mzjulez
Sat, 12-10-2011 - 1:50pm

I don't have an eating disorder but

sweets35
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Registered: 03-20-2009
In reply to: mzjulez
Sat, 12-10-2011 - 3:33pm

Hey Maryah,

I hear you.



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Registered: 03-20-2009
In reply to: mzjulez
Sat, 12-10-2011 - 3:35pm

Hey Sweets,

nice to see you