This is so hard :(
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|Sat, 01-28-2012 - 11:01am|
I've been doing pretty good but now something has happened and it's fading fast again. :(
I've been having an issue with my bf and it's killing me. He's always my rock! I know we'll get through it but as of now I dunno how to cope.
My ED is fueled by everything. Even disagreements with my bf. It's so unfair to him. I get thinking he'd be better to leave. If he did I'd probably give up tho. That, too, is unfair to him.
I'm so depressed. I'm also scared I'm gonna mess everything all up again just like always.
I suppose I could feel like doing the wrong thing but still make a choice to do the right thing. I think I'm gonna fail with that today.