I guess I've done enough to prove that I can do it.
Yes, that just about explains it pretty much perfectly.
You can be free. Just remember you are a warm, intelligent and wonderful person who is just tired of the battle right now. We can make it.
Yesterday wasn't so great. My DD went back to georgia and her sister went with her for a couple weeks. That leaves me alone and that obviously isn't a good idea.
I hear you, sister.
All I can think about is how fat I'm getting.
I am real sorry to hear you are down too. Is your DD OK?.
How long til you get to be back with your bf?
I am really upset about the weight gain but I know I should be happy.
Sorry I've been slow getting here. Life is chaos lately. :/
My DD is fine but she's having to stay here to have her baby cuz the doc doesn't want her driving back to GA.
I dunno what's going on with getting back with my bf. I wanna move this summer but financially I don't see how that's gonna happen. Also, there's other factors that kinda determine whether I move in with him or get a place of my own. I dunno. My youngest DD wants to go to GA with her sister when she goes back. I'm sure she's gonna change her mind tho so that's something that' needs to be decided.
I hate uncertainty. I hate things I can't control. I hate that I gained more weight and haven't worked out in a long second. I hate that I see flab everywhere.
Okay, so the way I see it is that I can do something about the weight, the working out, the flab. The rest of it I can't do much of anything but wait. So I decided to workout today. I think thats a good thing cuz it makes me feel better. However, ED thinks it wasn't enough. Logically I think 45 mins is enough.
Balance is hard work. I can workout and get toned without being unhealthy. Yes I can control that. The rest...well...I guess I better work on patience...and wait. I have enough control to make proper decisions..even if I don't feel like it.
I still feel outta control. Am I doing something wrong? :/
no, you are not doing anything wrong.
ED is brutal on the body :(
just remember muscle is healthy and we need healthy.