I thought I'd jump in and say Hi to you all.
sorry I disappeared.
Thank you, that's kind of you. Actually, speaking of the ED board, I was wondering if you would pop over and do a post on boosting self esteem, as it is a major problem for us? And also draw lurkers attention to your board.
I think lack of confidence IRL is a mighty big problem for me. I also worry so much about everything, doing, saying the wrong thing. I have gradually become almost reclusive tto.
Thank you, I'd sure appreciate that :smileyhappy:
My mom says I was born worring LOL. I have always been a worried but it has increased so much over the last six or seven years. I've been widowed, lost a brother and a friend to suicide, had to move away from my home, developed health problems, etc so now I tend to think everything is always going to be bleak.
I am lucky that I have a very understanding DP but we are both away from our families right now which I hate. Otherwise it's ok. My health has got worse and I am going from starve to eat and back to starve again. Can't seem to get a handle on that yet.
My health is getting worse, ED affected and the stress sure does affect me. I think it probably due to the stress that my BP is creeping higher no matter how healthy, etc I eat. I just feel a mess and that I deserve to be a mess. I am just useless really.