This is the 1st day of week 5. Last week I didn't post as much. Apparently no one is on the website anymore. But I keep on being on. I haven't had cakes, or cookies, or soda, or cinamon buns, since the 2nd of November! Yesterday, I had to fight the urge so badly. I wanted something sweet and gooey and juky.
I don't see that I am losing weight despite leaving sugar. I don't eat much, but as the so called "experts" tell us your body shuts down - I guess. I will start exercising tomorrow. I just don't want to do it now because my sister is still visiting and I have to deal with my other sister on a regular basis, i don't want to deal with both of them at the same time.
I start vacation this week and I can't wait. I don't think it is going to be a problem. We really don't do Thanksgiving. Though my little sister loves doing it. But this year she is having an operation, and she says she can't. I told her I won't and I really don't care. It is not really our tradition. Unfortunately, my brother will be visiting for that long weekend. And I know I should be friendlier to my siblings, but right now I'm fed up with them.
I feel emotionally crappy today. I wish I had someone to talk to or someone to go out with. Or at least some kind of interest. I don't know. I'll take my vitamins and maybe the emotions will stop going all over the place. I know that doens't make sense, and I know I'm babbling.
Oh, well, to the cyber gods - or anyone that is reading - I'll hang in there.
