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|Wed, 01-26-2011 - 10:16am|
I am so terrible at staying around any one place to long. I come back here and read posts but I never comment especially when the board gets busier. Im always afraid that if I loose someone will get upset that they didn't or if I gain people will be disappointed in me. I have gained some weight back from what I lost i know that because after I had to be on steroids around Christmas I was eating everything I could get my hands on and didn't care what it was. I was eating before dinner even started and my own gramma knowing I was on the steroids because I had pnumonia 2 weeks earlier said if you don't stop eating now Im gonna make you not eat Christmas dinner because you have had more than enough! I quit eating and told her that I couldn't help myself I was starved and couldn't get full that the steroids made me that way. At that point I had been on them for 2 weeks. My clothes started getting smaller and smaller. By my birthday just a few days ago ( I had been back to portion control and lean protien brown rice and veggies by then) gramma made my favorite meal that she makes lasagna and garlic bread with a salad and brought the fudge double fudge cake. Yeah thats right fudge double fudge....... I ended up eating 1 piece of lasagna that was about 2 inches by 2 inches and 1 piece of garlic bread and good portion of salad with a raspberry vinagrette dressing (2tsp) as I don't like alot of dressing on my salad. Gramma after I finished then made the comment I spent all day saturday on that lasagna and you are done! I said Gramma Im not on my steroids anymore and I am back to eating like I should be not eating like I shouldn't be. She said well this is the last year I am making it then. Everyone else managed to finishe off the rest of the first pan she made and then half of the second pan! I told her that I appreciated her making the meal and it was just as good as it was last year and every year she has made it for me and that just because I didn't eat my normal 4 huge pieces in years before I actually enjoyed the food this year. I left feeling confused because at CHristmas she was gonna cut me off of food and the other day I didn't eat enough!