I found fur, too!!!

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Registered: 05-24-2009
I found fur, too!!!
Thu, 02-25-2010 - 2:47am

I was cleaning out some corners in my room and found a bit of fur in one of 'Scilla's hiding spots! I am still amazed over finding it.

She's been kissing me like crazy. It makes me feel so loved but yet at the same time, I can't help but think that it really wasn't her time to go. I don't think either one of us likes the idea of being in separate places.

I have felt her kneading at my back some nights. I even felt her under the covers and got this warm feeling where she normally would sleep. She's in my dreams.

I'm finally to the point where I'm not crying from the moment I wake up until I fall asleep. But, I still miss her so much. The hurt is still not gone. Daphne has been the biggest comfort to me. We definitely need each other!

I think I am going to get one of those pendants and keep that little bit of fur I found in it. Keep my Love with me everywhere I go.

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Thu, 02-25-2010 - 6:21pm

Oh my... your sweet ^Scilla^ sure is a speedy

With my heart,
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Registered: 05-24-2009
Fri, 02-26-2010 - 4:13am

Speedy study and I think it is because we had such an amazing bond. 'Scilla was never a girl of many words (or meows!) and spoke with her eyes or actions. After we got to know each other, I pretty much knew what everything meant. It was kind of like we were already in a spiritual mode.

I am just waiting for my check to get deposited so I can order one of the pendants from you, Lin. When I found your site, I kept hoping that I could find something... Anything of hers to put in there, since I buried her in my Dad's yard instead of cremation.

So, now I do! I hope she keeps sending me those kisses. They keep me going and have helped me heal.

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Registered: 02-09-2010
Fri, 02-26-2010 - 12:44pm

So glad you found some fur!