My First Bridge Kiss
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|Fri, 02-12-2010 - 6:09am|
Something really strange happened tonight. I was watching TV and my screen colors went all wonky. Then, I got the song "Tears in Heaven" in my head. I've never been fond of that song. Sorry to those who love it, but that's just me.
Priscilla always knew my fondness for music and how much it helps me through anything. She knew I have a vast collection of music here on my computer and my ipod. I think she was trying to get my attention by placing a song in my head that she may have known wasn't my favorite.
I pulled up the lyrics and knew right then and there it was her speaking out to me. She was trying to tell me not to forget her and she would be waiting for me on the other side. The TV thing must have been a way to get me to pay attention, since I was wrapped up in my indulgence of Real Housewives of Orange County.
I feel a bit better knowing that when she wants to speak to me, she will do whatever it takes to get me to listen. I know she loves me as I loved her.
But it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt still. I was finally able to sleep, but I can't quit crying.