My First Bridge Kiss

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Registered: 05-24-2009
My First Bridge Kiss
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Fri, 02-12-2010 - 6:09am

Something really strange happened tonight. I was watching TV and my screen colors went all wonky. Then, I got the song "Tears in Heaven" in my head. I've never been fond of that song. Sorry to those who love it, but that's just me.

Priscilla always knew my fondness for music and how much it helps me through anything. She knew I have a vast collection of music here on my computer and my ipod. I think she was trying to get my attention by placing a song in my head that she may have known wasn't my favorite.

I pulled up the lyrics and knew right then and there it was her speaking out to me. She was trying to tell me not to forget her and she would be waiting for me on the other side. The TV thing must have been a way to get me to pay attention, since I was wrapped up in my indulgence of Real Housewives of Orange County.

I feel a bit better knowing that when she wants to speak to me, she will do whatever it takes to get me to listen. I know she loves me as I loved her.

But it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt still. I was finally able to sleep, but I can't quit crying.

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Registered: 02-09-2010
Fri, 02-12-2010 - 5:02pm

Hi ^Priscilla^'s Mom,


Believe you

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Registered: 05-24-2009
Mon, 02-15-2010 - 9:44am

...And she just did it again!! I was on the floor petting Daphne and I felt this nudge against me. I looked to see who it was, and of course, no one I could see was there. This was VERY typical of 'Scilla. She'd always nudge me or rub up against me whenever she saw me. Daphne was looking in that direction after it happened.

She's definitely around, that is for sure. Our new kitty, Maggie keeps growling and when I look to see what's there, there's nothing.

It's comforting that she is still around and lets me know it. I wondered often after she passed if she'd give me some sort of sign that she was still there. I mean, my Mom did after she passed and still does from time to time.

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Registered: 02-09-2010
Mon, 02-15-2010 - 5:13pm

... that is TOO cool!

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Sun, 02-21-2010 - 2:09pm

{{{^Pricilla Sue's^ Mom}}}

With my heart,