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Tue, 08-29-2006 - 11:14am

I just keep repeating the same things over and over and over again.

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Tue, 08-29-2006 - 12:30pm
I'M SO SORRY. I DON'T KNOW HOW OR WHY THESE THINGS HAPPEN. I WISH I HAD SOME ANSWERS FOR YOU. I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY THOUGHTS. I'M SURE TRIXIE KNEW YOU LOVED HER. DOGS KNOW WHEN SOMEONES LOVES THEM. THAT'S WHY SHE WAS WORKING SO HARD, TO MAKE YOU PROUD.
TAKE CARE,
CHESTERS MOM (SUE)
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Tue, 08-29-2006 - 2:16pm
we all ask ourselves these same things,it will never bring her back...just know you loved her so much and she loved you and that is ALL that matters!
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Tue, 08-29-2006 - 4:00pm
I am so sorry for your loss. I am going through many of the emotions that you are too. I didn't think it was possible to cry this much. I just lost my chihuahua "Babe" on Sunday. It was tragic. He was fine one minute and choking on his food the next. Neither my husband or I, or the firemen were able to revive him. I was 3 feet away from Babe when he started choking. I didn't hear anything. I finally turned around to see him trying to cough up his food and then he collapsed. I too feel if only I had been watching him eat as usual. (He loved his food). The vet finally saw him after 25 minutes. I didn't give up, I tried everything. I hope he knows it! I'm angry and upset. It just wasn't his time to go. I feel so guilty that I couldn't help him. My furry child of ten years is gone. He was perfectly fine otherwise. He has been with me constantly, more than some people's children. He never left my side-EVER until now and it's absolutely killing me. I don't know how I am going to get through this. Keep remembering the good times, have a memorial or drawing or painting done. I am going through all of his pictures and making a scrapbook. I am getting a painting done as well. I just love this little guy so much. I miss holding him! He will still be with me always and I want my surroundings to reflect this. It's ok to cry and scream and let all of your feelings go. My prayers are with you and your "loved one-Trixie". I just wanted to let you know someone cares.
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Tue, 08-29-2006 - 4:48pm
Oh my gosh, Babesmom, I'm so sorry.