How Andy Warhol launched my career / by sylvia kronstadt
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|Fri, 06-27-2014 - 4:47am|
He never gave me my 15 minutes, but I got a story that's lasted a lifetime
This 2013 photo did nothing to alter my misperception that she was a man in drag.
When I was there, The Gang was still shakily recovering from the drugs and sex the night before, so I remained reasonably pure, but I got to see lots of egotism, and it was quite entertaining.
Another irony is that I assumed Ultra Violet was a drag queen until I read her death notice. I was completely taken aback to learn that she was a woman, through and through. I am so confused. I guess you could say she was a woman dressed like a man who is impersonating a woman. What other bizarro world shenanigans did I fail to detect? Were there other women I mistook for men in drag? I'll get to that later. It was a mishmash, to say the least. Maybe the whole scene was performance art, designed to mess with my head. But it didn't -- I just had fun.
A Warhol satire of the Annie Liebovitz approach to portraiture. Being straight is so lame! The place was filled with dudes in ravishing wigs, the highest high heels I'd ever seen, and makeup galore. One wore a marigold tutu and mink eyelashes, and another was dressed like Jackie Kennedy in the famous pink Chanel suit and pillbox hat. The ballgowns and lingerie were divine. I loved the feather boas, but miniskirts on men -- even gorgeous ones with impeccable manicures and stunning cleavage -- don't generally look quite right.
(There was also a pack of "Peter Pan's boys" roaming aimlessly around the cavernous, dimly lit Factory's central space, whose walls were covered in aluminum foil. Some were pouty and pretty, slender and wan. Others, in leather pants, were topless, looking fierce and flexing their muscles. The pretty boys fussed over me, urging me to grow out my hair and conceal my sprinkling of freckles. One put a Cracker Jack "diamond ring" on my finger and said, "Oh darling, we are now officially married!")
The drag queens were glorious satires of female glamor (and I guess I could have been regarded as a humorous satire of The All-American Girl). It was through them that I experienced my first "air kisses," which I'd never heard of and would never hear of again for many years. I was glad they weren't really, physically smooching me on the lips and cheeks -- I was shy about receiving such gestures -- but it kind of hurt my feelings, too. Was there something about me that made them not want to get too close? The air between their lips and my face was vast and perplexing. Now you see air kissing everywhere. It is very silly, people!
Nevertheless, I was inspired by the concept implicit in the "queens'" fabulous disguises: That we are all free to remake ourselves into whatever we wish to be. It was exhilarating. I have been fascinated since that day by transvestites, transsexuality, homosexuality and gender issues in general.
But I was there to interview Andy Warhol, not to ponder all this mind-boggling fluidity. Since I was only 18 years old, this would have been quite a coup, but unfortunately, Andy had been shot by a disgruntled friend, Valerie Solanas, the day before, and was in critical condition. The bullet entered Andy’s right side and went straight through him, coming out the left side of his back.
I had just arrived in New York for a two-month summer internship, having already arranged with Andy's manager/collaborator Paul Morrissey (who later discovered and signed The Velvet Underground) to spend the afternoon of June 4 with Andy. I had been ecstatic. This would be the coolest thing I'd covered since the Black Panther Convention.
Andy was shot June 3, the day before our scheduled interview.
"Andy's not the only attraction at this zoo," Morrissey told me when I called him from the Barbizon Hotel and heard the news about the attempted murder. "Why don't you come tomorrow anyway, and experience this freak-show firsthand?" He told me he'd also let me screen the "rough cut" of an upcoming Warhol film.
This isn't the one I saw, but the title probably says it all. As a freshman journalist working for my college newspaper, I had exposed one of Warhol's most notorious capers four months earlier. I had covered his appearance on campus -- which consisted of a grainy, ponderous, pointless film, followed by a listless Q&A session with the artist. In my article, I openly questioned whether this inarticulate pretty boy really was Andy, who I had read in Time magazine was a painfully homely and acne-scarred mama's boy who wore a poorly fitting blond wig.
The fake Warhol. Darn cute. The real Warhol. He was insecure about his looks. I know the feeling! (My job had been to cover Andy's appearance as a news event, but I didn't understand that. I was 17 at the time, and I took it upon myself to add my own scathing critique of his film to my "objective" coverage of the gathering. It is very embarrassing now to recall my imperious bludgeoning, and my sputtering ridicule, of his movie. No one in the journalism department or among our 23,000 readers objected to my rather-too-gleeful attack, but I was wrong to comment, and I am sorry I did it. For all I know, it wasn't an outrageously stupid, insulting movie at all. In any case, my opinion was not relevant.)
My Warhol coverage became explosive when Morrissey admitted to the Associated Press that the man representing himself as Warhol on a far-flung campus lecture tour was a "fill-in." An impostor, a poseur, a flagrant fraud!
It was actually just an extension of Andy's "art," Morrissey explained. As in: What is art? Who is the artist, really? Is his art really "his," or is it a collaborative product resulting from his exposure to other art, to people, and to the world around him? Isn't everyone the artist, including we who view and interpret the art through our own prisms? Where is the line between truth and fiction? What does it matter?
This stunt was entirely consistent with the Warholian approach to life. At the time, I thought it was absurd. Now I believe it is an absurdist, and legitimate, point of view. Where is the line between truth and fiction? What does it matter? There is profound truth in lies, and our "truths" are just our attempts to explain why things are as they are. They are hypotheses that become personal mythologies. Neuroscience backs this up.
Paul Morrissey was ridiculously handsome. It almost seemed rude.
But even before I realized this, I wasn't mad at Andy for ripping off all those colleges. I identified with his fear of being scrutinized. Perhaps he felt that his appearance would detract from his perch as a Golden Boy in the glittering art world, where image was everything. I felt sorry for him. And now that I am kind of old, I identify with him even more. He was shy and lonely -- combined with a dollop of megalomania and sociopathy -- and he made the most of what he had to work with.
The Factory had aluminum foil on the walls. There were groupings of people and projects everywhere.
Evergreen had a roster of the finest writers in the world.
Oops, I did it again. When I asked where the theater was, they seemed amused.
Mr. Morrissey, you misjudged me. I was a teenage girl who would not really warm up to butt-f**king (among men, not me) for several years. Now I see the pleasure and sexiness of it for those involved, but on that afternoon, it just gave me a massive bout of diarrhea after I got back to the Barbizon. Did you send me to that theater as a hilarious joke, or did you really believe I was mature and open-minded enough to handle it? My lower bowel is aflame just from sitting here writing about it.
(Ouch.) In the 46 years since then, and in the 25 years since he died at age 58, Warhol seems only to have grown in prominence and influence. If you do a search for him in the New York Times, you'll discover that there is at least one mention of him in the paper almost every day, and sometimes more. He is credited for helping to shape not only art, but also fashion, music, dance, gender studies, interior design and philosophy.
Isn't this taking things a bit too far? Let's find another topic, people!
There are several Warhol museums, and a planned Lower East Side development -- one of the largest in the city -- is expected to include yet another. Warhol exhibitions and auctions are taking place constantly, here and around the world.
An exhibition at the at Skarstedt Gallery in New York that paired 10 of Warhol’s Oxidation Paintings (1977-78) with 12 of Yves Klein’s Fire Paintings (1961) ended June 21. It represented the first time the two artists had been shown together. An Andy Warhol exhibition was held at Tate Liverpool earlier this month, and he was the star at the Mac Gallery in Belfast last month.
An Irish girl loses herself in Warhol's meandering imagery.
"Drella" -- a tribute to Warhol by John Cale and Lou Reed.
ADDENDUM: Back to Ultra Violet. If she was a woman, had there been others I had misidentified as cross-dressers? I was stunned this week to learn that two of Andy's best-known "queens" were also women. Sorry, Candy and Viva! You sure fooled me, by working so hard to be feminine that I thought you were men!
Viva had a handsome, pensive face, and thought smiling was uncalled-for.
I accidentally created my own Warhol portrait, and I have no idea how it happened. I must have hit some secret combination of computer keys (maybe my cat did it), and I have never been able to do it again. The photo depicts my first Lupus flare. I have tried several times to make a copy of this picture, and it's never worked until I succeeded, just now, as I was writing this post. Andy: Is that you? Maybe he's still up to his old tricks, and laughing all the way to the Celestial bath house: