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| Thu, 10-14-2004 - 1:58pm |
And my DH was mad at me last night because I dared to think about adding 18 y.o. DS to our family plan for a cell phone. He's tried 2 prepaid phones - they are both very expensive for minutes. He'd get 500 minutes a month, free mobile to mobile with me, unlimited nights and weekends - all for $30 more a month than we're paying now. I'm hoping it saves money in the long run - the company will let us try a free phone with him with free service for 14 days - no shipping or anything. Anyways, DH blew at me and I ended up having to take 4 over the counter sleeping pills to get to sleep - while he falls asleep snoring.
It makes me sad/angry that they get mad at me when I'm trying to do the best I can. I'm exhausted from working, I miss my 3 y.o. little girl (having to work late nights now), and I even miss my parents who ditched their family and moved to Florida to have absolutely no family responsibilities and basically blow all their money as soon as possible (another long story I'll probably vent on that later - all this was after I cleaned their house, cooked, did laundry, etc. to support them while they worked - I was 12 when they first started expecting me to do all that - oh yes, and don't forget mowing their stupid yard for them because they were so tired from working). Geez - sometimes it really is a wonder I haven't tried to blow my brains out before - don't worry - I don't believe in that, but if I were prone to it I could have. Sometimes a sad life - I miss my horses too, but thank goodness my late night stuff right now won't last long. Sorry this is so long, I'm just venting because I know I need to.

It's my understanding there's a leaf pile nearby waiting to be jumped in...
I wish, I really wish I was there to give you a big ol' hug right now.
CL-Blueliner4
DH is trying to make it up today - which I'm basically ignoring. I've got a new girlfriend at work from Morroco, who is a very nice person, and who I can vent with also, that helps. We laugh alot and bounce off each other. She had some man (also from Morroco - living in New York) call her up last night and ask her to marry him because he thinks he can trust her. She laughed at him.....