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| Sat, 11-06-2004 - 1:59am |
i have wanted to post here for so long but have been not because my ex had knew about this site. Alot of you helped me so much. i am no longer wondering when i will die. Those thoughts are gone, he does not even have chance of parol for several years. From my last post there was one more time and that was the one that put him away for a long time. If not for his parents big money and top notch lawyer it would be much longer. It still gives my chills when i think about the insecurities and emotions i talked about here then to find out that he knew about my posts. i still have nightmares about what happened but that is just it, only dreams that i know can not be reality as long as he is in prison. i have been working with a counselor for quite a while now and feeling stronger as the weeks go by. i thought i was going to die on the day he went to jail. i gave up my hope for seeing the next hour, but by the grace of god i lived, when the ambulance came i remember realizing that my life was not over, and you girls' voices came back in my head. The strong wills and advice and encouragement that you had given me stayed with me from then on. Thank you for that. jj

Hi there!!!
When someone shows you who they are, believe them.
- Maya Angelou
Mama Harmony
I'm so very glad to see you post here. Overjoyed, in fact. (sniff, sniff) I've thought about you so very often and you have been in my prayers. I love your new nickname too. Very appropriate. It sounds like you are doing very well and you are definitely and inspiriation to many with what you have overcome. Welcome back my friend and I hope you stick around.
Keep looking up^, Susan.
Oh, honey, I think we are all just glad you are alive.
CL-Blueliner4