Do you ever wonder if your to sensitive?
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|Sat, 02-11-2012 - 8:14am|
Right now I feel so alone and like I am fighting with everyone when it really only is two people but they both think it is my fault and I don't but deep down I wonder if it is me. I feel so alone right now and have both letting me know today how horrible I am in different way and I don't feel like I did anything wrong. Mainly the problem stems from me standing up for my children. I will always stand up for them because no one ever has for me but at the same time maybe I do when I shouldn't? I want to crawl under the covers and stay there for awhile but have to work, run some errands, and celebrating Valentine's today with the boyfriend since we both work Tuesday and everything will be a mad house then anyway but I am hurting so bad right now and I am not sure what to do or think. I was fighting with boyfriend up till Thursday but he ended up apologizing and taking most the blame there. It is funny because if I posted about the stuff him and I go though with each other I know I would be told to end it, everything else thinks I should. And no he is not abusive. But I end up forgiving him because he admits he over reacts and when we fight he keeps texting me till we fix things.But with everyone else they act like it is all my fault and I should be the one apologizing. I do with him too but we both admit we were wrong these other two think they can talk to me who ever they want and I should just take it and one of them who should be one of the most important people in my life I know will never ever admit to be wrong and yet everyone else thinks he is sigh). Why does life have to be this way?