Feel like I am goin crazy really do...

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Registered: 11-04-2004
Feel like I am goin crazy really do...
Mon, 02-07-2005 - 1:55pm

Hello everyone, sorry we all have to go thru this it really is surreal and I don't know where to start or begin or anything. Dh has always been rather mean and mouthy but only got physical once in 23 yrs of marriage, until yesterday. I was worried sick about my dd being out and I yelled at her on cell re; her not calling to check in after she promised, I cussed to dd (just sooo worried and NO excuse I know) but there was my brother's dd who was in the room and heard it too. Not an excuse again, but I am no prude and bro says these words all the time. I know i was wrong so dh was sitting next to me on couch when he heard me swear and SMACK rite upside my head. It was surreal I guess cussing was lame compared to seeing me get hit. There were three other girls in the house under 13 who at least heard about it or saw it.

We have a very very bad marriage and I wonder why i stay. I have a rebellious spoiled rotten l7dd who dh always takes her side on everything and she really has a problem with rules. She wakes up this am, and asked me if i would make her eggs i said shore she said don't have to be sarcastic don't bother, I told her I was NOT being sarcastic and I would make them long as she had enuf time. So I proceeded and she said mom if you make them eggs I will throw them in your face !!!!! WTH is it me??? My God I have things here I can call the cops and press charges with. they would think i am a fruitcake or something. O and to make matters worse I asked her if her and dad were a tag team against me and she said awwww isn't that too bad. I cannot take this anymore. The dd and dh are like the hub an wife in this fam. and I am like the maid and idiot.

Bro said too bad head hurts go take an Advil. I feel like I am goin nutz....Help pls.

Superbowl was supposed to be fun, but man it sucked.

Thank you