feeling kind of blue

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Registered: 03-26-2004
feeling kind of blue
Sat, 04-24-2004 - 10:36am
Feeling kinda blue today and not sure why. FYI xh was given 30 days for last violation, and judge warned him that when he serves his time and gets out, if he violates again he will get 90 days. I hope that he takes heed to what judge says and leaves me alone. Just dont know what is going on with my emotions today, I will be fine one minute and crying the next. Now is one of those crying moments. I cant seem to get a grip on my emotions right now and it is very frustrating. I actually have 30 days without worry so i should be happy, but im not. I didnt even get out of bed yesterday, and i feel like staying in bed all day today too. Chris is coming over, and we are suppose to go and do something, but i would rather just stay home. What is wrong with me? Why cant i enjoy the idea of not having to worry about where my x is?

Van