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Feeling really Down
| Fri, 01-06-2006 - 2:54pm |
I'm feeling really down this morning. I thought today was going to be a good day but instead my H calls me this morning and pressures me again saying that he has court next week and he might do 6 months and who's going to pay the house payments and the bills. But first he has to say " let's go buy food?" I said no that he could go. But what does he do, he forgets that we need food and starts making me feel depressed. He is asking me to do things that I don't want to but there's a little part of me that feels like I need to help him. Why does he do this to me?! Why does he have to make me feel so low soo bad like I can't take care of myself. I have a RO on him and I know he gets frustrated he wants me to drop it but I'm not going to. I'm afraid of where this is going to lead me and my children. I feel like I can't take it anymore. I want out of this world. I'm so use to having money whenever I need it. Now I have no money coming in this week because I'm out of work on disability due to HIM! I feel really desperate and lonley I want to drown.

CALL THE COPS IMMEDIATELY AND REPORT THE VIOLATION.
CL-Blueliner4
Moni, the statements that you made in your post about wanting out of this world and to drown have me VERY concerned about you.
Mama Harmony
ITA with the others, Moni.
You do not need to help him. He is a big boy, nobody can help him but himself, and he is not choosing to do that. That is nobody's fault but his own. Now, to paraphrase Blue-
CALL AND REPORT THE VIOLATION. LIKE, YESTERDAY. YES, THAT IS A VIOLATION.
Call and report every stinking, fiddly, insignificant little teeny thing that is even halfway within suspicion of being a violation. You got the RO for a reason, and the judge gave it to you because he felt that you had a reason. Use It!!!