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|Wed, 03-16-2011 - 12:21pm|
..So looking for some support here..I am again starting to feel heart palpitations..Last 2 weeks, he put me through emotional abuse..where he refused to pay the bills..finally he did this morning (when they were overdue). There is constant power struggle with him and dd..At one point..2 weeks ago..it blew so much that she had a strong verbal fight with him..and even threatened to do something..(if ykwm). This morning, he was again crticizing something and I felt strong urge to throw the dishes at him. Even though he paid..he doesnt stop commenting or passing snide remarks ..I know I need to put an end to this song and dance..how should I get to my end goal. Met therapist..and she suggests..for me to leave and give dd the choice. I am afraid (honestly) of leaving dd there..one of them will end up in jail because the combo of them both alone is lethal..sorry..that is the way it is. Other thing is for me to just be assertive and hope he does something (so I can get him out)..that is a big risk factor..I mean why wait until someone actually gets hurt. If I try to talk or say anything to him, he comes close to my face gritting his teeth..isn't that intimidation..again..he hasn't physically touched..so nothing will be believable. I sometimes feel I am at my wits end.