A few random thoughts on my story
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| Fri, 02-25-2005 - 10:33am |
Just a few random thoughts on my own experiences lately.
I find by reading the posts on here everyday it keeps what happened to me fresh and I remember things that happened and I don't miss my ex anymore. Such as:
The time he pulled my hair and then wanted to leave the state. He demanded his clothes and $1000 to leave. I only had $200 so he took our son's carseat money for that. To get the money he went to my mom's work and demanded she get me there within 10 min. as he could not find me at work and I should be there not running around.
He would not leave my house and parked just off the property line so I got him a room at a local hotel. He promptly racked up $80 in movie charges that day for movies some of which he didn't even watch. Over June and July of last year I spent $2000 of my own work money and bonus check on him alone.
He didn't care what I thought of his friends and they came first. If they called he would make plans with them without asking me. I either went with him or stayed home.
If I didn't get home at 5:30 he would call me phone and ask where I was and why I had not called to tell him I would be late. I work till 5pm so sometimes it takes awhile for me to get home regardless.
He would not talk to me and would push me away from him in bed over minor things.
I could only discuss things with him in a whisper as he would say I was yelling at him.
He would take our ATM card spend money without telling me and then blame me for not having enough money to pay our bills.
He told me he didn't want another mother, but would not take on responsibility for things.
He took our son's crib and dressing table when I left and said when I came home and we were a family again it would be there. I have never seen it again.
He told police and left me a message the night things blew up that he would break all my stuff in our house and leave it in my mom's front yard.
I was stupid, and if I didn't do so many stupid things then he wouldn't get so mad all the time.
I crushed his dream of building a chopper business. I am not sure how I did that.
When he left my mom's house where we lived most of our marriage if I would say I wanted to go home as I was tired he would say. Yeah go home and sleep in the air conditioning and in a bed while all I have to sleep in is a truck cab. He was the one who called me at work and said he was leaving the house and I could do what I want.
It scares me that he did most of this, while we lived under a roof with someone eles. I can't imagine what would have happened if we were on our own sooner. He denies it, but I found out after I left he has beaten women before.
